Susan Muth is a Pushcart-nominated queer writer from Virginia. She is an MFA poetry candidate at George Mason University where she won the 2022 Joseph A. Lohman III Poetry Prize, and also serves as Poetry Editor for phoebe. Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in The Pinch, Breakwater Review, Chaotic Merge Magazine, Ucity Review, Rejection Letters, The Northern Virginia Review, and others. She currently lives in Arlington, Virginia.
Notes on Yearning
When I’m gone they will say I was a good daughter
when really I was just
a drought
begging like a scythe
in the night dusting the decapitated
grain flint split
into staircase my mother
tells me I’m always attached to her
breast
in anxiety
dreams
that I feed for too long when
I’m gone they will say I was a good daughter
when really
I was a drought
asking for someone
to acknowledge my heat
throat dry from shoveling
this shale
asking the sky for a well
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