Hotel Fray Marcos
Nogales, Mexico 1974
Wait here, boy—
And just like that,
My father was gone.
With the slamming of a metal grate
The room we had just stepped from,
Smelling of hair oil, cigar,
Something impossibly sweet,
Had slipped into the floor
With my father inside,
Leaving a dusty cavern of wires,
The uncoiling hiss
Behind a brass cage
Of a black lizard’s tail
That would coil up again
To bring back
The elevator
Empty. How long alone
In the green hallway
Of numbered doors
I waited, who can say—
Later, I was told to sleep,
But having dozed in the truck as we
Drove south all night to cross the border,
I couldn’t close my eyes,
And the only light in that
Tenebrific room
Was his ankle, bone-white,
Emerging from beneath the blanket.
For the last time in our lives
I watched my father’s body as he slept
And listened to the lizard’s tail
Coil and uncoil in its cage.
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Miles Waggener is the author of four volumes of poetry: Phoenix Suites, Sky Harbor, Desert Center, and most recently Superstition Freeway, published by The Word Works of Washington DC. He has been the recipient of The Washington Prize as well as individual grants from the Arizona Commission on the Arts and the Nebraska Arts Council. His poems have appeared widely in such journals as The Antioch Review, Beloit Poetry Journal, North American Review, Notre Dame Review, Cutbank, Gulfcoast, and Hayden’s Ferry Review. He teaches in the creative writing program at the University of Nebraska Omaha.
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